I guess I would say that I'm still in the same place with my family support wise. I have been getting some motivating texts every now and then from friends and some cousins and I do feel a bit more calm again - so that's the good news. I'm usually really good at holding it down, but things have been regressing and I really want to get my sister home again. Among, so many other things that I'm dealing with. I feel okay though like I can do this if I stay calm and focus on the tasks at hand. Got some bad news from the hospital Monday about Vannah and I thought we were backtracking more, but it turns out it's not as bad they thought. Phew. Still doing this, still believing in myself, and in my little family.