These Old Bones

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Pete Yorn and Scarlett Johansson - "Relator" music video

Scott Weiland - 'Paralysis' [music video]

The Weeknd - The Birds (Part 1)

Ellie Goulding - Under the sheets (Jeuce Rework)

I love this so much you're lucky I'm sharing ;D

Silversun Pickups - Dream At Tempo 119

Silverchair - Straight Lines

Silversun Pickups-Lazy Eye (Jason Bentley Remix)

The xx - Teardrops

Touche - Vampires - T-One Kick Remix

MGMT - Of Moons, Birds and Monsters

Something so entirely beautiful.

Yeasayer - Tightrope

Your Love Means Everything Part 2 with Clouds

Nico Vega - Gravity - Live On Fearless Music HD

I guess I would say that I'm still in the same place with my family support wise. I have been getting some motivating texts every now and then from friends and some cousins and I do feel a bit more calm again - so that's the good news. I'm usually really good at holding it down, but things have been regressing and I really want to get my sister home again. Among, so many other things that I'm dealing with. I feel okay though like I can do this if I stay calm and focus on the tasks at hand. Got some bad news from the hospital Monday about Vannah and I thought we were backtracking more, but it turns out it's not as bad they thought. Phew. Still doing this, still believing in myself, and in my little family.

♥

Coldplay - For my baby sissy because they're her favorite.. oh the irony of it all. I love you vanz.

Oh well, it's not like I'm anymore ahead or behind. Actually, I feel like I'm still in the same place and that's not bad because it could have been worse. At least I try and that's all that matters to me. I feel like I sparked change and that's a great effort that could have been missed because I didn't have the courage to do it. I'm happy people called me. I thought I would be strong enough to talk to you all, but I did get back to some and will get back to everyone I promise.

With love,
````Patrice♥





***Update: I have now gotten back to everyone that has tried to get in touch with me. :) Thank you guys so much. I had 11 people send some encouraging and uplifting things since my initial post til now. So happy today.

Phil Collins - Against All Odds - Live Aid 1985 - London, England

Warpaint - Stars

Sleep the Clock Around

A Long Time - Mayer Hawthorne

some of that late night sweet newww goodness... aaahhhh yeah ♥ #keepinitfresh